I just need someone to love me

😭😭😭

I don't know why

But for some very odd reasons, I've been needing so much loving.

Hard girl
Hard girl

😢
Na wash.

I really need someone to hug me right now. 😢 and tell me I'll be fine.

I've been really sick. 😷💊💉

Forget my posts that make it seem like I'm fine.

Deep down, I know I'm not.

I haven't been doing so well physically and maybe, mentally as well.

I've been on drugs consecutively for days now and each time, I just wish I had someone who would not only call to check up on me but be by my side to ensure that I'm fine.

I guess being sick makes you vulnerable and susceptible to love.

It is at these times that I realize that no one REALLY loves me and how much I have been love starved.

I have been fine all along till this period.

Right now, I don't even care about my health.

All I need right now is for someone to hug me, someone to love me truly and tell me that I matter to him.

Jeez... When will I ever find true love?

Anyway, enough of being vulnerable.

Las Las, I know I'll be fine.
I just have no choice.