Hate? No. I love him, I can not feel any longer, but I know, the longer, the more love, the deeper, the more painful.
SAD? Certain. I could not talk to her again, could not see her anymore, could not hold her again.
RELIEVED? Yes. Keeping distance is important when I know it is not me that he wants. Deciding to leave when it's so far so heavy, but it should be.