I finally decided to tell my crush how I feel about him. I have written him a letter that will be going with his Christmas present.I am hoping that he will like what I got him for Christmas. I still have the fear that I am heading for another heartache. After all I have been through with JM the fear of heartbreak is still with me. I just have to see what the Fates have in store for me. I just hope he will take a chance on me. I promise that I will keep you all informed as too what happens with me and my crush.