What do you do when you have done enough

I've cried many nights,
tears as long as the Nile river
iv had enough faith to uplift 1000 people
but still i feel empty
Trying to figure out a love problem that is not even math,
overwhelmed with burden and stress
bad decisions after another, wondering when will it be my time to shine
iv been happy
iv been sad, but i always hide it with a smile
people see my life and want to have a similar one just like mine.
they see the car, they see the vacations, and they see the skills i'm blessed with.
only who feels it knows it, never judge a book by its cover
pain runs deep
what do you do when you have done enough
but enough is not enough