When the world around you feels like its falling apart, and it seems as though there is a force against you, whether it be within or outside, it still remains...The battle for joy, peace, and solitude for me seems to be an never ending battle. Just when the depression seems to have left forever, I feel the pressure of another battle. A war for my soul, a war within that creates a storm in my personal reality.
Can one escape the realities of the dread of fear, and the insecurity of never being whole and happy again. The fears of being a failure, not good enough, these are the realities of life as one who fights against the inner turmoil called depression.
I can't explain it, its like a thief in the night and it comes to steal, rob, and destroy. The soul becomes weary, and tired, nothing seems to help...The issue with depression the thief of the soul is it steals all motivation, all hope, and all joy...It creates an illusion which is understood by the individual as reality..No escape, no where to hide, its just you and the depression looking at one another, the face of despair fighting all hope...Looking in the mirror becomes agony, all you see is the depression, the weakness, the illness, the life stolen, and the illusion of blankness staring back at you.
These are the battles of the darkness of depression, when it comes for you it has no rules, its evil, dark, and scary...Its a shadow of evil and darkness trying to capture the individual, literally sucking the life right out of you....
Its been a few years since such darkness has tried to capture me, and I write about it to give visibility to the lie and illusions of depression, you will not win, you can't have my heart and mind....I stand up against your lies, and I say you are a liar, you have no power!
I will not allow your evil darkness to grasp me, I am worthy, I am valued, I am hopeful, I am beautiful....I am Light, and I call you out for the liar you are...
You are an illusion of lies tied together by false emotions, and today again I will bring more awareness to your evil, I will expose you for the darkness you are, and you can't have my soul.....You are fear(false evidence appearing real), and you are a Lie.....God says I am, Love Wins, I am accepted in all of who I am....Depression you are defeated, and I will continue to fight you, you can't cripple me anymore, you can't take my soul again, Love Wins now get the fu*k out, and I speak life, love, and joy over my soul. I also speak life over everyone else suffering from your evil lies, and I ask God to bring victory to everyone who reads this and is suffering with your evil lies...
LOVE WINS!!!
Thank you God for helping me remember how loved I am, and that you have my back even when it seems like the world around me is failing.....I love you Jesus and I thank you Holy Spirit for having my back!!!
Much love and blessings😇💓🙏
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