This is the sketch of the Girl I fell in Love with long ago.
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Unfortunately, it's one-sided love πππ
It's a long story.
I met her on 25 December, 2009 at a Coaching center for School Studies.Β
Β Truth be told, I have never confessed to her.
At that time, I was talking my time making a good impression to her about me. Also I was scared to confess.Β
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What if she said "No" ?
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That fear held me tight.
Soon I saw a class mate of mine making a move on her.
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It didn't take much time for them to get on a relationship.
In 2011, she made a Boyfriend and the worst thing about it was that her Boyfriend was my Classmate.
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When I first saw them together, it felt like my heart will give up pounding right away.
I was hardly breathing and it felt like there is no Oxygen in the air.
It was the worst pain I have ever endured.
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It's been 8 years and I have almost moved on. But almost doesn't mean fully.
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Fortunately/Unfortunately, recently I heard they broke up too.
But that doesn't matter.
I never had the courage to ask her out. Neither I have the Courage to ask her out right now.
Although the things I did, she already noticed that I am in love with her.Β
Β It's being 8 years and I still love her. My love for her maybe not Β that strong as it was in the beginning. But that love didn't go away Β either.
I received many confessions afterwards from different girls. If I had even accepted one, I would have had a Girlfriend now.
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It sucks to be me πππ
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Anyway, a burden has been lifted off by sharing my feelings about her to you guys.
Hope you don't make the same mistakes I did.
Approach the girl you are in love with.Β
Even a "NO" is better then keeping the secret to yourself forever.Β