I wont cry
And now i read a post by 
I always taught i was the best girl, who deserves the best, but it all a dream down the drain.
I have faults and falws, that i know and i promise myself am not gonna cry,
My mascara is expensive i swear i wont cry
He isnt here, so he wont see this then he wont give me those comforting lies.
I made everything possible to make our relationship work! It all a futile effort, why?
Try to understand me, i love him. But i should have been patient, to know if he loves back.
But no! I just jump into it, i made myself belives he loves me, covering his mistakes with my love.
He doesnt care, doesnt love, and his calls? Once in a blue moon.
And for five month, i held on hoping he will change! Am stuck with him, cant seems to detached myself from him.
If only he loves me like i do... It driving me nut.
Dont let me dull you about my sick relationship
But know this, am not demanding, don't want his money, noting from him... Just love me and give me attention, is that too much to ask?
Have you ever been in a relationship, where it a onesided love? Oh you havent, you cant feel my aches and pain.
Maybe I should just give up
Forget relationship, read and get good grades, steem and get cool money, love myself and be happy.
What do you think?, isn't that cool?
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Please do drop a comment for me, i need your advice.
Thanks