Sometimes, when you feel a difference in the drift, difference in the air’s density, difference in in the oxygen that you need, difference in the fullness of your day.
You have a hunch but you cannot draw conclusions. You are still gathering clues in order to decipher this emotional maze that has lurked on you quietly. It is your other half. The feeling of having a hunch that she must be going through something yet has not had the chance or the perfect time to convey it to you. It’s perfectly fine.
She is a warrior, a paragon who has mastered the art of fending off and fighting her demons. Her fears approach her but are aware of her tendency to cope, she does not go out without a fight, she is fire, she is lightning she is strong.
She was very much indeed strolling in the dark alleyways of history, it was not her choice, it was not what she had planned, she hated it and always wanted to break free. On the outside, she is as calm as a lake. This calm, represents her obligations, efforts and love towards the one closest to her. She is their safe house, she keep the balance, she keeps the evils away, she will be there in their sorrows, she will always protect them.
And not a word is spoken from the lake calm she-warrior about what she is fighting and fending off on the inside. She had seen too much too soon in life and was determined to keep balance of everything on the outside no matter what.
We as humans, God’s mightiest of creations, too have thresholds and limits. How much could one person possibly hold inside them, it will only grow darker and deeper. She is not like the others at all.
What does one do who sees the amazing person she is, yet the demons she has been fighting but it’s time for her to put the sword down because this fight is no longer hers alone. She now has a knight, not the shiniest of amours but he is a gladiator when it comes to protecting the lands of his heart.
This knight will always protect her, watch over her, look out for signs of danger far before she even knows it, be a confidant, be a guardian, an adviser but firstly and most importantly, he will always be her lover. He will follow her into the dark alleyways of history filled with dragons and fire dungeons, grab her hand and pull her out of there before she could even make her first turn.
He will bring her back every time.