Once in My life there was the strange time in which i saw the girl of my dream:: She was as preety as i wonder n much beautiful like the nature. At, first i meet her at our First Terminal Examination of HIGer School. When i was waiting my School bus at 11:48A.M. of morning: suddenly there i saw the GIrl sitting in the 2nd last of the left side of School bus: I was looking for her. The bus jst stopped besides me and i walked inside to the BUS n jst arrived to the last sit where my MAte's were waiting me for the longer. I sit back to her. I was Accomplish to talk to her bt i can't its coz, of my fear. Even for the fully Exam days i didn't talk to her: jst behold myslef n make myself strong to talk with her bt, my Whism's get low n i Get failed. Each time i satisfied my heart just looking to her beautiful face as beautiful as the angel.
After those later i never meet her again. Even i didn't saw her at the School. I missed her arrive. Each day i wonder to see her face once again in my life. Later, at night when i was working with my projects in my Computer later i opened my Account in FAcebook. There i got the Notification that my one of ClassMAte had added me to our CASPIAn GUYZ Group. During surrfing the FAcebook n the group there i found Account of Friend of her. I was surprised! i wondered that even her ID can be there. I started to search n look for her ID in her friends account. I searched almost for 5hrs at midnight checking each Account of people n their PICtures. I had checked almost 3000 Account's of People wondering that i might get her account so that i can introduce myself with her. Bt, unfortunately it might be my BAd lUCk that i didnt get her account. LAter i ADDEd one of her friend. LAter after some days she accepted my request n walled in my account writing "Is thats U?" . Those were the days i ever started to know about her (Girl of my Dream). I asked her for the help n she praised my request n started answered my every answer. I asked about her name and almost everything that i wondered, This time it might be mmy Luck that i had got some iNformation about her. Her name is SANGANA RAi. I collected almost every INformation about her. Friend even said me that she like the another boy name :SUSHIL TAMANG: LAter through my request my innovated Facebook friend later helped me for Friendship with her. Day's passed n i even Don't get realized that i HAd a crush, Crush with Sangana. She is so beautiful that i cant make myself scream far from her. Each time i saw her Face my Day appeared for GUD lUCk! The days passed n its time for CElebration Time coz, its the time for WELCOME Programme In school. Oh! hell i had forgetten to write that in WELCOME Party i'm Playing the Guitar. I meet her after some breaks n after her Dance. She was as preety as much than NOrmal days. I was looking her for some Time that is she the same Girl that i have been crush or the Angel fallen from the Heaven. oh__ it was her. When i went to the BAckstage she sawed me n came near at me to talk with her. I respond that their Dance was beautiul n Superv. She was so innocative that i can't forget her. Talking to her i got more Inspiration for my Performance. And its time for performance, i walked to the stage n looked back saw her charmin Smile. i got more Inspire n more energitic that now i got the power to play guitar. I played the guitar n i was looking to her and she was looking at me, those moments were the best part ever i regedit. I had the great time with her. After our performance we went to our sit'z where our friends were waiting for. She went to their Friends n i went to my frns. All friends of mine they were all dancing with joy beside the chairs n me. And i was looking at her. I was Wondering and wishing that ONce she look back to me PLZ! haha__ it might be my luckyu day ever she looked back. I was happy those time. LAter after end of the party i was waiting her to the outside of the HAll that before going to the Home i might meet her once last. But, i was waiting but she didnt came. I looked to the around but didn't see her. LAter i walked for the home with the sad feelings n worth pain inside the heart.
Now, its the days for again Examination n this time its for Second terminal. IT's been almost 6/8 months that i had crush with her. This time i talked to her. Each day i just went to sit just back to her n tried to talk to her. But, each day she will b studying her notes for exam. I don't like to disturbed her so i even jst talk her for some kinda but not too much. Each day i talk her like the same but instad when we get back to home i usually talk to her n whenever she smiled my heart feels so Sound. Hmm__ its before last exam of our Second Terminal Exam (second last day) i talked her with my full implies n whims n i took her cell number toO_ It was the days that she didnt have cell phone so she gave me the number of her sister who usually always use to be with her. We got intearcation n talks in the phone's n txt. At, first i was trying to facilate her n know all about her by interact with her. It's my bad Side that i get scared to purpose her n tell her all about my feelins towards her but, i was scared. I was scared that she might neglect my request n even breakout our Friendship relation. I was extreamly scared. Whenever i tried to tell her everything i felt for her i get scared. And one Night i was little zonked coz, i had take some RUm's. In the Zonked Time i had thinked to tell her everything that i felt for her. But, unfortunately i get scared again this time too so i text her at the NIGht writing that :: I LOVE YOU! DO U LOVE ME?? PLZ REPLY!:: but, i didnt get the answer. It was the Friday night i text her but i didnt get any answer nor her any text nor her any misscalls. I had text her again n again. I was wondering that she might didnt like me so she didnt relpied. Is's like 2:30P.M of the day i got one miscall from her. I tried to call her but she didnt pick up for my phone. i was Sadii. my every n each hopes died. I screwed myself n tries to hurt myself but, some later again i think again she mght be busy in some of the works. I waited her call n her reply. But, it doesn't seems that she might will. Later, at night i called her again n this time she pic up the phone call:: i asked her for why she didnt reply her ans and didn't call me. She replied that, " SHe was at the Cruch for the Whole day and even she cannot reply beacuse she was buys in cruch beacuse an old GRAND pa! had died. I pleased myself n get Sorry! over her. I asked for my text that i had send Friday niGht. But, she replied that she didn't get any text from me and even she replied that her Yelder brother was using her her mobile LAst night. I was scared that her brother might didn't cried at her n didn't tell her any wrong. But, she told that her brother had deleted all my text those i had send and gave her, her cell juts at the 1P.M of saturday. She asked me for what text i had messaged her but, i dint replied her, i just tired to chase the Topic and changed it. This might be the Interval that even once i had tried to force myself n tell her what i felt for but, she didnt get. The days passed n it's thursday, the day she arrived to JHAPA to her HOme and before going to jHAPA she meet me at Wednesday. The day when she arrived to Jhapa in that night i again text her representing all my Feelings to her. This time i was not zonked nor i had taken any drugs. I just had a screm n faith. I texted to her telling her everything i felt for. She replied, " She need time up to 12GRade n its board exam, till up to i have to wait her, even she had written that,if her mother know about the relation then she won't let her to study & if i can't wait her then i may can search for other". How stupied she is? she even didnt think that what i ever feeling for n why i felt for her. I tell her i'l wait her for ever n she must promise me that after 12 BOard exam she'l be mine n its forever n she will not change her idea. Even she get agree with me. I'm much happy! n i just felt that i won for this world.
Beside of loving someone i thought that waiting someone hurts alot even its just for some time n later i'l be forever.I don't really know is she really telling me that she'l be mine or just trying to chase me purpose so she make some thoughts. I Wish she'l be mine forever. I promise that i won't let her down, even every guy's usually do tells that they won't but i promise of my lovely mother that i'll care for her to the time whenever i didnt die. SHe is goddness to me!
I'm waiting, Waiting till 12 and be waiting FOREVEr!!!___