I was admitted in the hospital lying in my bed. The doctor continously taking an IE ,2cm she said ,on duty nurses getting my blood pressure and monitoring it 24/7 . My husband is beside me holding my hands saying "honey you can do it " just keep your faith ,hold on .At that moment , i felt so nervous ,my whole body is shaking though iam lying in my hospital bed.i felt there is a wrecking ball inside my tummy ,oh god this is too much ,i cannot bear the pain anymore.Then the doctor injected medicine in my spinal ,then uggghh..i shout saying "oh god i cannot make it ",after that i cannot remember anymore what i heard is the " crying " of my baby and the doctor uttering what a healthy baby..
Then after a very long hours i opened my eyes and what i saw is the image of the creator holding my hands and saying ,my child ...my precious child ,do not be afraid for i am with you.I am quiet confused that time , what is happening with me? Then i heard a voice calling my name ,please enter you are now welcome in the house of heaven .Your name is written in the book ,"what do you mean" written in the book" ? You mean Iam "dead" , then He said "yes".. Then i said oh god please ,my newborn baby needs me ...please do not allow this things to happenned.Then i cried out loud,tears fallen continously..then i felt again someone is holding my hands ,whispering " honey wake up,open your eyes ..our baby is waiting for you...i love you " ..ohh my god thank you honey i thought it was already the end of my existence here on earth...Thank God what a long journey in my dream.
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