There is a tired day, when anyone too bussy with much activities.
Too much think happened in a day. But I close my self in my world.
I have listening bird sound behind a wall. Feels like invite me came out.
But still, Im stuck in that room, I can't to wake up my self.
Wondering what happened out side.
And Im still there, in the room.
Time pass away, and I still listening behind the wall.
Still wondering with sound that I listened.
It's not just a bird sound anymore, I have listen like a machine come and gone.
It's been over and over again. But I listening very well so I got the other sound.
There a baby crying, its to loud. I want to go out side, hug that babies and told her stop crying . But im really afraid, so I discouraged my intention to go out.
It's so long time Im stuck in the room. Feels like im in a jail and I want to go aut but i can't.
I can't just becouse Im afraid. And Im still listening, sounded nothing much out side.
Just some crickets talking to each other. It's been until someone knoking my door.
Im really afraid, im shoking. I cant answer it, its to creepy. No sound infront my door
except the knok. I can't listen the crickets, and Im panic. Until he calling my name.
That someone knoking my door. Really im so familiar with that sound. He is my bf.
And quick I open the door hug him so hard. Crying like a baby that i listen before.
He told me, "lets go out". We go, leave the room. Go out side and walking in a street. Nothing happend. No car that come away, or the other thing. Just crikets sound like have compertation. Its so large place. I mean the world. It's good and quiet. Nothing troble me.
And the wind smell wet and fresh. The graas full of dews.
Flower rise in a dark, I try to look out up side there are sparkling stars with a moon. So beautifull combination. We walk under trees and street lamps.
He aks me, "how beautifull right?". And im nodded.
He aks me again, "so did you want to see more beautifull than this?". I nodded again.
He look out me close and he said " so did you want to leave that room, to looking the other beautifull thing with me?". Im quiet, try to make sure my self.
He still waching my expression with seriosly. Feels like persuade me with his eyes.
And there I know what I want, I want free. I want run and dreaming. I want to leave that room with him. So I answer "Yes, I did"