I am so sorry you feel this way. This sweet girl was cared for with all the love in the world. When she was uncomfortable she was humanely euthanized by a vet experienced in exotic animals. I hope you find comfort in that- and that when I perform a necropsy, the loved one is cared for with delicacy. It is never with disrespect,
She was very loved, and she is missed. This is how medical research advances. I hope you can understand that from this shared perspective.
RE: (WARNING: GRAPHIC!) Medical- Rat Necropsy