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Things as simple such as sipping a cup of hot coffee would hurt me and I did. Today as I had woken up from my late afternoon nap I had asked mother to heat me some brewed coffee that I was enjoying ever since she bought it visiting my Aunt.
I just wanted to get perked up but my body is also longing for a fix for caffeine. Meaning I am really needing coffee that bad but not getting the headaches. I am scrimping on my fluid consumption but what the heck I needed coffee.
So drank the coffee as a normal person would, it is not even that very hot but it is hot indeed. But my mouth feature is different not, the lower gums below the tongue is inflamed but not hurting but the problem is that when I sip some liquid it was the first surface that greets the temperature of the liquid, hot or cold.
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Now my mouth feels like it has a gonorrhea and it hurts like hell. I was planning to eat today but maybe I will not eat for now because I would exacerbate this injury when I do so. I will rest it for a while and maybe tomorrow it will be okay again. So what I did was to ask for that frozen pineapple juice which I just scraped so that it could somewhat relieve the fire in my mouth.
This had happened before which is why I am not surprised about it. I will just rest my mouth for awhile and I know this will improve soon.
It does suck when you have a 1 in 10 Billion condition, people may not even understand your situation so you just be lucky if you get a sympathy or empathy in what you are going through like this mouth injury/disability that I have that might be negligible to some but for me it is affecting my whole life already.
That is why I am still trying to make things right and is just persevering to self-fund my surgery goals so that I couldd bbe able to correct things like this issue with my mouth. I needed more prayers.
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