I started reading and watching how to make some $$$ since I have nothing to do and it's been three months of lockdown here where I am(malaysia) having no work, meaning no pay. I tried to find an alternative and thus found lots and lots of ways to do so but to my disappointment I am unable to do most of them due to having no equipment , no starting capital and no clue what was happening around the world. My phone(vivo v9)an old model is the only thing keeping my sanity, mostly reading light novels. So deciding to try to earn $$$ it seems that I needed a laptop or desktop, in my search one particular youtube video was discussing how to make $$$ online it looked legit but needed a laptop at least since the job was giving suggestion, opinions, criticisms and such online about what ever it was a product, a movie, a report ect. just accesing the site was a problem for me with just my phone so sad.
So then after being down for a while I remembered I have no bank account(I had before but closed now due to not using it for more or less 6 years ^^) My head was like oh crap online $$$ needed a bank account to deposit money realising my predicament ideas to give up was popping up telling me how much of a failure I am. While wallowing in my stupidity(was still waching videos on hows) I learned that there was an online thing in my home country( by the way im from the Philippines) where they could transfer money through an online app. The name was gcash and it can be connected to a mastercard with out actually having a bank account.( Oh yeah I forgot the reason I can't open one now is because a passport or IC(identification card) is needed, a few months before covid my boss agent who was supposed to get me a work permit ran away with my passport and money). Well enough of that depressing stuff now where was I , called a few people and got the gcash thing with a card(the gcash needs a sim card from the Philippines to work) .Now I have a bank ish not yet sure, linked the card and the app but got 0 balance so still got to test it first. Anyways my next target was axie infinity it was the rage in my search for money making as I keep on seeing and reading about it. So I made an account followed the instructions on hows then got stumped on the heavy initial investment I asked for scholarships(free starting in axie thing) everywhere but got nowhere I then asked for help from my brother(after asking yes he had an account and extras ), he told me to go back home first then ask. So basically I was shut down in my attemps , yes I could just go back home swallow my pride achieving nothing after being away for 8 years telling them how much of a joke I am and how my journey has been shit. Yeah no! Next I tried looking up on mining cryptos but was headed to a dead end since I only have my phone and actual mining needed more than an old phone. My next venture was splinterlands but became a bit impatient at the start and registered an account(missed on a free card from the recommended thing at the start sucks for me but I like card games so pretty much got the hang of the game now. Remember in life it is not how the world treats you It is how you react that make things either harder or easier for you, my life is full of misfortunes they come left and right but still had fun I am 32 now at 17 I told myself 30 is the limit(another sad shit not in the mood to tell) yet here I am venting online not really wanting anyone to hear me just needing to take some stuff out, for so long I have been the one listening to other's shit show giving advice and being the support. Well it seems the support is a bit brittle now after keeping everything to myself and how much it hurts. Anyways sorry for the drama just needed an outlet remember in life shit happens.