Desensitized to suicidal behaviors, more than half the time I just see people show that balloon in a conversation and then checking your response on the matter. I'm supposed to react concern and it's exhausting to do it every time especially when dealing with nonintentional suicidal self injury cases. I just know that someone in a psychotic state that does suicidal behavior is far easier to manage because remove the psychosis and their fine. Nonpsychotic ones just drain me a lot because some of them actually have the insight that what their doing is wrong but they do it anyway cause they can't help it.