Have you ever had a feeling that life is something different than most believe?
I know I had some distortions. Like really freaking distortions.
It goes down to this — you get sick with schizophrenia and psychosis and then you’re for a ride. The ride can be joyfull or it can be awful.
Luckily for me the ride was good — I enjoyed every second of it. Not everyday you can see the distorted reality.
What’s a distortion?
Distortion most of the time occurs when reality blend with dreams.
Have you ever wondered how deep the rabbit hole goes? Well it goes deep. Very deep…
Psychotic distortion blends reality with your most wanted fantasies.
But distorted reality is never true, just because the dreams you have every night don’t make any sense… so does the distorted reality — it doesn’t make any sense.
Distortions act according to laws of physics and most other laws.
Distortions are never fast. The blending of realities is very slow and if you’re not used to it — you’re going to get lost.
Distortions give you the “other” stimulus. Stimulus from inside your brain.
It’s kinda funny how your brain makes your life better or worse.
…and I’ve seem some interesting stuff during my “trips” if you may call it “trips”.
That feeling where you sit and forget how to read, forget what words mean, because let’s admit it, they don’t mean anything. It’s just what we all agreed on.
You forget the words and get a shot of drugs in your ass and then you instantly remember what those words mean. You instantly remember how you should understand the world.
If you’d be free — you could do anything, but if you’re bored with life — psychosis makes it a bit more interesting.
When in distorted reality, you can’t get drunk, you don’t feel any cold or heat, but awareness rises to the top — you become 100% aware through your senses.
If you can’t undestand yourself — nobody can understand you.
And sometimes you become lost in your own mind.
The mind — it’s just sick with distortions and psychosis and schizophrenia.
And sometimes, there are times when god is speaking to you.
Imagine, god giving me personal advice on how should I act?
I’m like VIP for god, but I don’t believe in god.
If there is god — strike me with lightning.
MIC DROP.