I got 'excited' and disappointed when I realised how this technology was at least 40 years old and probably nailed in the early 50s.
I got appalled when thinking about all of the habitat destruction and needless wars - but perhaps they never learned to control it for small to medium energy production. Perhaps they understood that if a peaceful working embodiment came out - people would suddenly realise the potential to weaponise it - and so you have to suppress it with everything you have.
Then again, perhaps they just wanted to profit from and subjugate the people - revelling in their power and untouchability.
We have a unique opportunity to make this technology benefit humanity and the planet - and with healthy competition - right now it is very clear who TPTB favour.
RE: (RedPill) is coming - get to your safe space