Your reality will always reflect what is going on in your mind and your Subconscious. Your attitude will reflect back to you the attitudes of those close to you and your everyday disekelling.
If you are positive and optimistic - then the people who will surround you are positive and optimistic. If the people who surround you are those who are negative and pessimistic - then you will know why you think negative and pessimistic,
Next, check your wealth - see if you have an abundance of wealth - are household finances good? Do you have a bank deposit? Otherwise it means that part of you is focused on the condition that is always lack / poor not to abundance. This shows that you are not prepared inwardly to become rich and successful.