Hey Steemers,
What time is it where you are? Here it's 20:52 .
I often find my self too distant in the middle of painting in my head,
but as soon as start I physical form I go blank. I just stare.
A second ago I had the urge to express - now it's just building up.
Its been like that for 3 years now. Not only it frustrating it's creating some sort of new anxiety.
And did my mind get to comfortable with that after so long time?
Carelle told me that ;
..we fill better meditation while moving and expressing, like when we dance or paint, and making emotions flow.
I lost my flow.
I lost control when wanting to control everything.
Even now I went blank, I tried to put it in words and then my mind wonders and end up blank.
(Tiden som har gått mellan 20.52 till det här postas är endast pga att mitt huvud stannade upp)
Im stuck, in life, in my head - til it became my reality and everyday life.
Sometimes I feel that my brain don't cope with all the impressions from the screens that is bombarding not only me - all of us most of our days - everyday. And how will that in the long run effect our creativity?
How can you flow when you are stuck in the same place,
and what happens to our brain when we have been stuck for too long?
I wanna go weightless this year.
Just a draft - Good night - or good morning.