I love you brother. I love you sister. I see you and your pain, thank you, thank you for surviving your life to this point. You are beautiful and intrinsically worthy. life sucks at times a lot and sometimes admitting that what you've experienced was not fair to you at all, can be the healing journey you take. Life is not fair but everything serves your highest evolution. we are a bit like main movie characters going through hardships only to become the best versions of ourselves. yet when we watch movies we know that hardship is only gonna make the characters more brilliant.. we are the main character in our own movie of life..
the only thing I know that works is always more love to self, not less.
when a thought arises "no one wants me" etc.. what do you do? do you believe everything your thoughts say? I hope not. most of the thoughts we have are not even our own. and most people repeat 80% of same thoughts they were thinking the day before and so on. it's basically a very bad habit that obscures the view of True Reality. what if instead of focusing on the theme tune of most repetitive cycle you've suffered, for the moment just focus on loving your heart every time same unoriginal thoughts would come back out of the habit. what if instead of trying to answer all the repetitive questions you carry within you, what if instead you could open up to a possibility that maybe, just maybe
the reality is
your restless mind is only trying to get your undivided loving attention and if it can't get love from you, well, like a child having tantrums, any attention will do. so it bombards you with unhelpful thoughts. the need behind it is to receive the love they've been deprived of, and that's where the shadow appears and stays until it receives the love it always wanted, and that part is still hurting, because it's your love that will heal it.
the only thing I know that heals is love beloved. when unhelpful question like "why no one wants me.." arises, the Reality is the one who feels this way deserves more love, always. and the healing means restoring your dignity. That's why we're hurting. someone robbed us of our dignity, most likely starting with childhood experiences and beyond. so the healing journey for you beloved beautiful worthy being is restoring your dignity. what would it feel like to be a fully dignified being?
relationships with others will be transformed once you become the love of your life. you truly are the one you've been waiting for all of your life. start this eternal love affair with yourself right right now beloved.
the Reality is you are a star of light bound to the body. science tells we come from star dust. we incarnate here, bravely take on the conditioning from our family, environment... forgetting that we come here as angels who in order to heal and transform this 3d plane take on the family conditioning .. and then as we are healing it in ourselves and whatever we are feeling we are healing, we are lightening the load for the collective. this is how we the earthly angels transform the reality. so remember beloved, what you feel, you heal it for the collective. and this is also how you are doing the light work and not even know about it. feeling and healing it for the collective.
if you are still reading, well done and thank you for your attention. I love you, you are eternally loved.
may your first response to life experiences is to relax your body (your stomach too), become conscious of your breath and love your heart. (just sharing what works for me beloved;) maybe it would work for you too.
eternal blessings
