She was wandering, searching, hoping, praying for the life she knew was hers.
She felt a yearning in her spirit urging her on
But for what? She did not know.
She was destined to do more, have more, be more
than she was doing right now.
The voices in her head saying she wasn't good enough
were getting louder every day.
Finally, she was pursuing the dream she had all these years. Higher education
would make her happy and content. She was trying so hard and making good grades.
Time to go to University. She is really moving now.
The University said they wouldn't let her in.
She would have to start over most subjects
because too many years had passed.
The rejection was too much for her to bear.
She had waited too long.
The negative voices were deafening now.
She silenced them completely, and is yunk enough.