You're not alone 
Like anything, the work will define you. If you choose to make it a priority (and you're talented), then the payoff will come in time. Then again, if you're a badass carpenter, then this probably isn't where you should spend your time. Discover what makes you smile + what you're good at and that should tell you where to invest. Looking forward to connecting further (let's connect on Discord).
Much ❤
@Tayken
RE: The Minnow Dilemma