I have a little prince in my home. He is everything to me.
Hello, I'm Hristina 33yo, for so many years everybody wished at the New Eve to me to have a little boy or a girl as a present for the next year. It didn't happen, because I didn't have a person next to me in the boat of life. Finally, I've found one amazing man who supports me in everything. Not in a long period we started trying to have a baby. Everything was going well except that the baby was not coming. It was a hard time for me because it didn't happen as easily and fast as I thought.
He had another child from a previous relationship which made me even sadder. Don't understand me wrong I love that little boy but I still wanted to have my own who is around me. We took him at a certain time and bring him back to his mother. I was happy when he was with us and sad for leaving him there, sad for not having mine...
I was sad and occasionally crying because of the lack of success. The women around me are getting pregnant and had beautiful and sweet babies... I didn't...
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Miracle happened almost 9 months later.
Nowadays he is a year and 3 months old little man showing his temper.
Being a Mom now gives me a superpower, as a person who can sleep over 12 hours a day I realized that even 3 hours are OK to keep me alive haha.
I've never thought about the joy when I see my reflection in his eyes when I smile, the warm feeling when he comes to hug me or searches me when we are at the playground in front of the building where we live.
This gives me the strength to lift the world.
Every day I gain a new experience from a different aspect of his world, like a new word or new gesture or even a new game that he starts to play. He invites me to play with him - this warms my heart.
You may ask what is the feeling about being a Mom?
This is an amazing feeling that your life is full, of love, of life, of hope. Even when you don't have makeup, a stylish hairstyle, or going to a bar or something fancy place YOU ARE HAPPY!
