Indeed live a full life with a winding road. but that does not mean there is no straight path. so in this life too. life is going awry to live it. sometimes when someone has done good in anything, such as charity, good behavior, but there are still people who don't like it.
yes, be happy in living this life. hair can be the same black, but a person's behavior is different. nothing is the same. so too when you have tried hard to be a successful person, but still live in poverty.
whatever it is, you have to do enjoy it. don't need to think about it too much. it will only stress you out and maybe you will become depressed, fractured, and other things. keep doing your best, don't waste your time in sadness, and if it fails, try again. God will not give his servants always in trouble. remember after difficulties there must be convenience.