Only God knows what happened in the past and what the future holds.
Your memory will trick you to trigger emotions towards something that your small mind can not reach.
Your expectations will not be fullfilled but overcome by the presence in the now.
Let go of certainty towards your mental story and gain secuity within your social and natural context now.
Understand it now and do not let go of it.
Do not look back for you might have a blurred or massively confused memory.
Go for the action now and kiss the earth.