People will not see your struggle, people will only see your success.
Many of us do too much struggle and hardwork to be successful in life if you're struggling and your people are just sitting there and just watching your struggle they are not your people.
Do your things, do it unconditionally, don't be discouraged by criticism. You probably already know what are they going to say. Pay no mind to the fear of failure. It's far more valuable than success. Take ownership, take Chance's, and have fun and no matter what going on in life, just don't ever stop doing your things.
Strength comes from struggle. When you learn to see your struggle's as opportunities to become stronger,better,wiser than your thinking shifts from "I can't do this" to "I can do this".
If you feel like there is something out there that you're supposed to be doing, if you have a passion than go for it. Just stop complaining and do it.