If I knew today was it...I'd ask Krishna to send one of his enlightened souls who now just visits the corporeal plane to help people just like me and keep me company until it is time. Then a hug before I cross over.
What I would miss more than anything...is never having found that she...for me. Just one woman...who would miss me when I am gone. She would be at work grinning and someone would see the look on her face and just have to ask her what she is thinking of...cause they had to know...she would break out into a great big smile you know...with the brilliance of a winter sun

and say "Oh...just someone I used to know.".
Just one woman, Kwakumax. Just one. And just once...to know what it is like to have someone like me...like I like them. No tears. Not fame. Not fortune. Not a gaggle of loyal friends. Not great health. No superpowers. Just that experience dude. Just once. And please dude....no platitudes...if you can help yourself. Cheers.