There were times you asked yourself if you could do these, but you did them anyway. You did them in ways even you never comprehended. And when a friend asked you how you did them, you said they just came naturally to you. You merely started doing them and found out that you could do them. That you have done them without you thinking of them. That you set out to do them and you achieved them.
This is strength at its potential level. A stage marred by indecision and indifference. We are usually like a pebble lying among sands with no belief how far it can go when thrown. With no belief it can fly and touch the ears of the wind. Unless we really harness what is inside of us, unless we assess our abstracts, unless we find reasons with our senses, unless we set out to achieve, we will always doubt how far we can go.
Someone says every silence is a story in need of words to glorify. While some stories are sad and some are happy, there is none among us with an audience who won't have something to say of his life. From days he thought it would end to days he thought it has begun. Nonetheless, when we have come this far, it is only good to not want to turn our backs to sweats and blood which have brought us here. Our sacrifices should appreciate us eventually.
How they appreciate us is how we forge ahead. No life is worth living with ease. When we start living with no difficulty, it holds no meaning. And we most certainly will be thought as dead even while living. When thought-objects vanish, the thinking-object vanishes. Sadness is a word in a certain language and may have a new definition in a language only our feelings understand.
When we sleep, when we breathe, when we think, we realise it is us. It is us doing these things. It is us feeling sad, holding ourselves back and not wanting to cheer up. It is us lying helplessly like a stone and not wanting to fly. It is us who think ourselves as mud. Who think ourselves as a wall. Who think ourselves as dust. It is us and has always been us. The us with the decision. The us shielding our own grace. The us who decide that the world is absolute and we can never be glorified.
