Hello My dear Friends ,
Before I start, I want to apologize everyone for being inactive in steem for sometime . I know you all have so many questions like "why I disappeared for almost two months and etc etc" . Don't worry my dear friends , I will answer your every questions .
In this last two months I have lost so many important peoples of my life , I was broken , I was depressed , I was suffering from anxiety and insomnia . I have overcame so many things in my life before , but this time it was quiet difficult than before .
On 5th of march 2018 , I lost a person who was like my grandmother in a road accident . That scenario was so terrible that I couldn't sleep for almost three days . A truck loaded with iron just smashed her head and there is blood everywhere . I have the photos but I can't share them here as they are so terrible . I never seen my own grandmother , as she already passed away so many years ago before I came to the world . So this person was like my grandmother and she was special to me . I was trying to fix myself then after only 4 days from that accident of granny I got another news that one of my dear friend died in an accident . Then I was just , I can't really explain how the feeling was , I just want to say that , God please never let it happen with anyone . There was also some other personal problems I have experienced that time in my life . I was depressed , I was broken . I have joined the hospital for practice , I thought that everything will be ok soon if I ll make myself so busy in work , but It was not that easy . After some days I have diagnosed with malaria and typhoid along with severe throat infection. My throat was bleeding all the time as my whole respiratory tract was injured because of the infection . That was so painful that ,I can not eat , I can not drink even I was unable to say a word . I was admitted in hospital for some days . It took almost a month to recover myself . After that I started my hospital duty again . I thought thank god now everything is over , but I got another bad news that one of our relatives died in very young age , then after only few days her husband also died because of the pain of loosing his wife . This time I was sad but not broken . because I have experienced much more than that before and that experience made me stronger than before .
