Never loose faith anything is possible , you can be anything you want. just stop seeking affirmation from anyonefrom there you will be able to acquire something in your life.
Being successful is just a word society drills into your mind in order to get you wasting ur time, fulfilling ur egos desire of being seen as "somebody" you'd spend the best years of ur life trying to accumulate paper thin notes and round coins, but go to ur grave unfulfilled, miserable and hating the world. Succes means whatever you want it to mean.
This doesn't mean go live in the woods and grow ur hair to its maximum potential eating the wildlife outside ur wooden hut. What it does mean is don't spend life with the main purpose being personal gain. Make as much money needed to travel the world, experiencing different ways of living, different ways of eating, dressing and to ultimately learn that all of that is just an illusion. To learn that you are not even ur own personality, you are everything. You are not a person experiencing the universe but you are the universe experiencing person.
