i just couldnt find a way to express this feeling that i am having right now, i wanted everyone to know or to atleast go on and search about it or something, about 2hours ago i watched a movie, at the beginning i thought i was going to watch "just another romance movie" but the title turned out to be the clickbait that i needed to see, THE MOVIE TITLE IS: I’m Not Ashamed: The Rachel Joy Scott Columbine Story. it is based on true events, i watched the story of a girl named Rachel who at first is just a girl trying to find herself in a social group that in my opinion no one should belong to, she and her friend were the "cool girls from school" the type of girls that wouldnt mind bully someone from school or from anywhere, it would only give them pleasure, she is girl who had to go through her parents divorce and no child should have to experience this so i feel like she was trying to overcome this issue by being what she didnt actually want to, she had a crush on a guy that would be writing the script for the apresentation that she was trying to on the audition, after her father left, her family's financial situation wasnt the same her mother would every morning gather all her 5 children to pray so that GOD would provide her family with what they need, despite her attitudes at school she was suffering and she didnt know why, thats when she found GOD, although she prayed everyday with her family she wasnt fully connected if i may say with GOD and when she started to connect more with GOD she didnt just left her friends that are a bad influence or anything, she tried with everything she had to put everyone in the right way, she was trying to change the world.
On 20 April 1999 two students armed and with homemade bombs tried to explode the cafeteria of the school in order to cause panic and shoot everyone who would try to get outside they arrived at school planted the bombs and waited outside for the explosion, somehow the bombs didnt explode and they were on their way into the school to shoot everyone they could find and close to the main entrance i think, there was Rachel talking to a classmate , those two never liked cristians or people like Rachel, people who tries to help other, they liked Hitler, i truly believe they had some kind of mental illness, on their way there was Rachel and her friend, their first two victims on the know known as THE COLUMBINE MASSACRE.
when i watched the movie i didnt think that something like that could happen, human being like those two psycho students would exist, i am not perfect nor a good one i dont believe that is up to me to tell if im a good guy or something but even humans like those two shouldnt exist.
i recommend you to watch the movie or read about it , learn with it, learn how to raise your sons and daughters, learn to atleast raise them to be kind and respectfull to life beacause its precious and you have just ONE.
And for you Rachel i know im late i got to know you few hours ago but i know that you changed the world atleast mine, REST IN PEACE LITTLE ANGEL.