For the past year since I joined Steem I’ve been focusing on my health and well being. I quit my job, packed my bags and moved back home to the countryside. I am glad I did it. Despite the pressure from some, I was supported to take a year off for myself. It is very easy to get stuck in a lifestyle of constantly looping, doing the same and slowly wasting away. I am aware it was a luxury many simply cannot afford. Taking a year off. Especially if you have a family and others depending upon you. I wish everyone could take time off as much as they need though.
Am I better now? Absolutely. Still not fully out of the woods and riddled by anxiety from time to time, but at least now I have some perspective and hope for the future. Still struggling with meaning of all this, but who doesn’t, right?
What’s the stranger land? For a while now I felt the need to move. In every meaning of the word imaginable. I however was having a difficulty with the decision of how, where and why. You probably noticed. In the past I handled things more spontaneously and carelessly. Maybe I grew out of it or began thinking more of where this whole life journey leads or what it means, or is all about. There are still more questions than answers, but it was time to move. So I hopped on the airplane and off I went to explore a new corner of the world. Northern Ireland.
Am I better now? Absolutely. Still not fully out of the woods and riddled by anxiety from time to time, but at least now I have some perspective and hope for the future. Still struggling with meaning of all this, but who doesn’t, right?
What’s the stranger land? For a while now I felt the need to move. In every meaning of the word imaginable. I however was having a difficulty with the decision of how, where and why. You probably noticed. In the past I handled things more spontaneously and carelessly. Maybe I grew out of it or began thinking more of where this whole life journey leads or what it means, or is all about. There are still more questions than answers, but it was time to move. So I hopped on the airplane and off I went to explore a new corner of the world. Northern Ireland.
Song of the day: Lisa Gerrard - Space Weaver