Sometimes you fall in love with the wrong person.
Logically, you know that loving this person will only cause pain, but your emotions don't care because emotions are assholes that sometimes choose to obnoxiously betray our logic.

I was looking for something on an old hard drive and found this song which I recorded another lifetime ago when I was younger and an expert at making horrible decisions.

Look how the one who preying covets a throne that’s taken
Somebody always wins
Stolen your crown
You were the one who was reigning
I was the fool who was waiting
Somebody else’s King
I was the clown
Can you feel me?
Don’t say I’m something you can erase
Do you feel me?
I won’t wait so don’t turn around
Can you feel me?
My pain is causing the walls to break
Do you hear me?
I won’t wait if you’re not around
You were the one who was reigning
I was the fool who was waiting
But somebody's always waiting when you're not around
And I can't see this through
Playing the lonely fool to somebody else's King
You're not around

Thank you for listening and reading!
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