I wrote this after reading about
The 3 Kabbalistic Negative Veils of Existence:

Ain - Nothing, Opposite of Existence
Ain Soph - Limitless Expansion
Ain Soph Aur - Limitless Light

As soon as we try to define and contemplate negative existence, it ceases to be negative existence and thus is really beyond human comprehension, which I find to be intriguing.

I was contemplating the idea of Ain Soph Aur and everything being created from one source of limitless light, then returning to that source when we cease to exist in our current form. I imagined becoming lost in a sea of limitless light as I tried to find my way back to source.

A phrase that struck me as I was reading about this was
“Kether is the Malkuth of the Unmanifest”

Out of Phase

What we knew
Lost inside a memory of older when we crossed over
Out of view
Separating, shifting, and unglued
Do you remember when we held on as your demons fought your God?
Now inside of you, maybe you don't feel anything
And maybe I've lost my way to you
Maybe it's over
Maybe it's over
Maybe tomorrow stay
And maybe I'll find a maze through to you
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow
But your signal is out of phase
And maybe I've lost my way
My rescue, failing as I let these embers smolder
As we grew colder
Black and blue
Bruises never fade when they're always new
Do you remember when we held on as your demons fought your God?
Now inside of you, maybe you don't feel anything
And maybe I've lost my way to you
Maybe it's over
Maybe it's over
Maybe tomorrow stay
And maybe I'll find a maze through to you
Maybe tomorrow
Maybe tomorrow
But your signal is out of phase
And maybe I've lost my way