All day you remain with a huge smile and a cheerful face. Everyone believes you, they think you're perfect, you're happy, but behind that smile, reality is different. You arrive at your room every day, exhausted from pretending, that false smile, along with everything else that is acted out and when you erase them, there is only tiredness, sadness, scars and huge dark circles on your face. Everyone believes that you are strong, that you always fight even when you can not do it anymore, but none of that is real. Most times you feel weak, tired, wandering among this absurd world that you can not understand and suffocating in your own thoughts, torments, fears and unfinished dreams. The reality is that you are not that person that everyone believes, reality is painful because you are unhappy. But you keep that secret in silence to torture yourself every cold night, while loneliness embraces you and pain tears you apart inside.
You continue to act daily, you still fake a personality that you know perfectly well that he died a long time ago, when everything started to get in your way, when you began to realize that the world is not like in the movies and that reality is cruel, it is gray .
You keep making up every day, that huge smile full of fatigue and disappointment. You continue retouching that happy face so that everyone keeps seeing that you are happy, although you know it is false, you are tired of having to do the same always, but you do not want to stop either. You are so accustomed to hiding your emotions and weaknesses, that you prefer to continue doing the same for the rest of your existence, although you know that you are already too exhausted.
