Thankfully, no rains here yet and I'd like to keep it that way :P

So lucky. It's been raining non-stop for 2 days here...but to be honest, I kind of like the rain, even though summer is still my favorite season. I am against umbrellas too, unless I have somewhere formal to be.
Anyway, it's a well-known fact that art benefits from torment and pain, happy only gets you so far. But I'm glad you're ok all the same!
Anyway, I'll be sure to post something very gloomy over the next weeks, I'll try to help out the way I can ahahah

It's so weird when that happens, isn't it? You're both thankful and sad at the same time...

It is and it has happened to me, but not really in that particular case. I was very young, and as all young, nerdy, lonely males I tended to get attracted to whatever would give me enough attention. "Feelings" were not really "feelings", it was more about the wish for a life that felt complete. It's a common thing in adolescence, I think, and in my case I carry some of that old craving with me at all times, just to make sure I can still mess up my life with crazy ideas every now and then. But it does beat indifference, doesn't it?