So A few days ago 
And she tagged me in it... Crap.. Was my first thought π hahaha
This is her post!
https://steemit.com/myfirstkiss/@thekittygirl/my-first-kiss
I have had plenty of time to do this post, but for some reason I've been struggling with it.
To explain why... I have to tell you the story behind the young Sass and how she struggled with almost NO self confidence and never thought a guy ever could notice her, so why even try?
Once upon a time in a small town in Sweden, a young girl was born in a rush.
She had white hair like her grandfather and big blue eyes!
Even then it was like she looked up to get promision to cry... As she grew up this behavior got stronger and it was like she didn't think she was worth breathing the same air as others.
πThis of course was all in her own head π
She had many friends and loved to play, most was boys as Sass early realized she wasn't into gossip, makeup and spending days worrying about how she looked π she was who she was and cared more about others than herself.
Hated unfairness and people treating others badly... There she had power of a BIG BEAR to step in between... Not even thinking that she was smaller than most!
Nothing this girl wouldn't do for her friends!
She was a Daddys girl and more calm and patient than most. Never did anything her parents didn't approve of and never asked for things if she wasn't sure they approve.. Lol
But when it came to herself she wanted to crawl out of her own skin... Wanted to be invisible and not be noticed.... She was crazy shy and only with her friends could she be relaxed!
No self-confidence and didn't love herself as she should.
Always apologized for things even if it was her friends who did wrong... They learned fast how to use her for their own gain!
I never said no cause I didn't want to hurt anyone... Did things they said even if I knew it was wrong.
And I was a parent pleaser,never did anything that I knew they wouldn't like.
I was lucky to have some really good friends that stood behind me and said NO when I should have.
Also I was invited to most bday parties and discos, but I never knew why they didn't invite my friends, and for some reason I always went but mostly sat by myself in a corner.... Like why?
I was so shy and only thought I was invited as a joke
When it came to boys there was a few cute ones in my class, but I knew I didn't have a chance so I never tried, and if anyone WAS interested.... She was crazy clueless and couldn't take a hint!
THIS is how it went down with my first kiss story!
I was 10 and I had have a crush on this boy who was a friend of my best boyfriend
He had the deepest eyes and I couldn't look away... But did of course... Who was I to think he wanted me to look at him? π Lol
I had only seen him walk by and he was liked by many.... and he was Sooo darn cute π
Then one day he walked towards me and I backed into the wall... why is he looking at me?
Thought he would walk pass me but came all the way to me... π Nooo...
Then he said HI and I think I only nodded or said Thank you or whatever stupid word that had NO respond to his words.... I saw his lips moving but didn't get a single word... π
So you come to my Bday Party on Saturday?
These words was like a ringing bell in my ears... No way this could be real... He's joking... ME??
My friends told me that I should go and that he wasn't like that... But I didn't belive them.
No way he could want me there and I was To afraid to go anyway!
Then it was Friday and I saw him in school and said hi but he didn't even looked at me...
That just made me certain that the invitation wasn't real and Noone would notice if I didn't show..... So I didn't show!
Monday!
Standing with my friend talking and she pushed me... Look he's coming this way and he looks mad!
I turned my head and when I saw him walking towards me with big eyes I got all....shit... What's with that weard look?
I was pushed against the wall and he had one hand on each side... So I waited for you at my Bday party and you didn't show... Why?
Ehh... Well I wasn't feeling... I thought.. Then I thought.. Heck tell the truth.... So I said
I honestly thought you weren't serious, why me? I'm just nobody
The same moment I said it I regret it as his eyes changed and I couldn't read what was on his mind and I got all nervous π
Then he just shaked his head and said... What shall I do with you Sara?
Let me Go mabye... I thought in my head
I'm gonna show you what happens when you stand me up!
THEN......He kissed me... My first kiss!
I was so surprised that I didn't know what to do, first it was like he was mad... Kissed me hard and I wanted him to stop... But then it changed and he putted his hand on my face.
Kiss was soft and he smelled really good... My knees started to get weak and as he forced my mouth to open with his tounge I completely melted... Got butterflies and my foot wanted to poppπ
I held his jacket and pulled him closer and I had completely forgot about all the kids at school..
His hand got under my shirt and I was on fire.... But then only ONE sentence destroyed it all.
I'm glad you want me to be your first...how about Saturday?
How about you walk away and NEVER talk to me again... Then I won't kill you!
All I could think of was how stupid I felt and also as I was a daddys girl... How do I ever tell him this? But I did as I always went to him with things... But ya I left some details out... For his own goodπ lmao
So...That was my First kiss and even if he turned out to be a jerk and a Player... I still get weak thinking about it!
Wow!!
This is one of the longest posts I've ever written here... In words I mean.... Lol
You want to join in on the fun or the painful experience of Your First zit... I mean kiss π
Then here are some rules to follow!
πΈ Read all kitty's posts
πΈ Upvote them all 100%
πΈ Send her 4 steem one for each letter in K I S S
πΈTag other people to do the same.. π
OK... So that wasn't exactly the real rules, but a pretty nice try wouldn't you say
The real rules are :
πΈ Write Your story
πΈ Use the tag #myfirstkiss
πΈ Tag some Awsome peeps
There You go! Don't forget to have fun!
The first kiss has been shared with stories about licking car parts... Kissing napkins.. Having hairy legs and trees?? π
Being punnished kissed and now....
Here's the people I like to tag and read about YOUR first kiss ππππ
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I dare you to write it down in a post π
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So start the memory engine and go down that lane and find your first kiss and share with the world ππ can't wait.. Please tag me when you done the post so I don't miss any!
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