Nature is a fascinating equation. I'm currently manifesting my first book that covers conscious adaptation and choice of transitory states. This can be broken down into the differential between growing and decaying. Nature does not gift those that abuses the powers of its beauty. However, when reflecting upon moral balance, we see that nature has its own laws. Nature has been taking care of you, it is quite evident.

You are being looked after, continue to emit the waves of love and the attraction will return what you deserve. You clearly have been blessed by a more enlightened being, physical or not.

Best of wishes.