As far back as I can remember I've had great self-doubt and what I would call negative noise in my head. I went years without ever addressing it or trying to find out a better way so I'm going to overcome it. I found out that I seem to have what's called imposter syndrome so I chose to delve into learning about it. Learning about the syndrome has been the greatest help for me to heal. However, I want to talk about what goes on in the mind when the self-doubt is triggered.
Like a negative. All it takes is a positive idea to come to me, something I want to do or perhaps make. The little voice comes just as quickly and tells me how wrong I am to think about such things. What makes me think I could accomplish such amazing things? the idea/ project won't turn on, so why even bother? not to mention even if I'm to finish it and it would turn out halfway decent, no one's even going to care or want it. So I shouldn't even waste my time.
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