Easier said than Written - My Lamest Update Yet.

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I've been gone for too long and ended up having so much to say when I came back {months ago} that I became overwhelmed and ended up just procrastinating! Sometimes I'd even write a whole page (numerous times) but still didn't feel satisfied enough to publish, wanting or feeling the need to say more.

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That's a weird quirk about me, in my personal life anyways, when I am overwhelmed with many tasks I see myself as needing to do, I push them and push them, basically freeze up and try to ignore everything..

However in work life that is how I strive and stay focuses - having lots to do and little time for doing it! Such a contrast and the personal side of it is a real struggle.. I guess my work ethic and being paid for doing a quality job helps my brain see it differently than when I am overwhelmed at home.

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No time to veer offtopic though, I have a lot to explain to my friends and fans..

I'll just write it in bits and pieces, because what I want to say is a lot easier said in my head than written down to a stranger, and the longer I wait to post my "I'm back/ Where I went" update the less time I have to catch up with everyone else.

Since I started playing Splinterlands again today, I thought I best make it offical.

This doesn't explain much, except that I never meant to leave but life took a few spiral staircases all at once which pulled me away from my usual self.. and then procrastination out of fear of having missed out on too much. I'm pulling off the bandaid and just wanting to say sorry, I hope you'll still trust in me enough to follow me again, and trust that what was going on in my life actually was good for me in some ways - and don't worry everything will be explained.. albeit slowly, but all in time :)

This leaves me with a curious question question -

ANY SIGNIFICANT CHANGES TO STEEM/PEEK/ENGINE WHILE I WAS GONE?

I do hope Hive account@steembasicincome is still chugging along happily.. Guess I'll find out soon enough :o

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Back Scribbling some Rhymes,

^{|| This post was not written for presentation, it was typed on the spot and read over quickly for typos - it lacks the editing time that my usual work goes through ||}

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