Dirty tissues, trust issues, glases on the sink. they didn't fix you, lonely pillows in a stranger's bed, little voices un my head secret keeping, stop the bleeding, lost a little weight because i wasn't eating , all the souls that i can't listen to, to tell the truth... Loving you was young and wild and freed, loving you was cool and hot and sweet, loving you was sunshine safe and sound a steady place to let down my defenses but loving you had consequences, hesitation, awkward conversation running on low expectation, every siren that i was ignoring i'm paying for it.... Loving you was dumb, dark and cheap, loving you will still take shots at me, loving you was sunshine but the it poured and i lost so much more than my senses cause loving you had consequences..... Loving you
