Mmmm! Feeling kinda good already! Will keep this page open throughout the night to add some interesting or hallucination thoughts. Gonna trip on some video games a bit. May record some. Then will break open the new series 25 years later series of Twin Peaks! I'm just feeling good and mellow. Will continue throughout the night. I don't go hard on New Years just like to feel a bit mellow and good.
So yea by the end of it just watched the first disc of the new Twin Peaks and feeling mellow. Yea the new Twin Peaks is real good! It is all helping me feel better somehow. I knew getting all of Twin Peaks on dvd would be perfect getting through some of winter. David Lynch is good and there are some friends from past and present where we sometimes discuss his work. I think I can have more fun and work with life's trip now, the opportunity is arising.
Mmm, to get ahead enough to plan out definite activities. I think I may start making some lists. Like planning some meals in advance. Try and make a special one or two throughout the month. Haven't been able to relax and be steady enough for that it feels.. yet somehow we all feel better here at home base than ever before. There has been evolvement which shows our level of involvement. Get to cherish certain moments in life, make some positive rituals. That seems like a luxury yet the right kinda ambience to get further work done.
The longing and the long time coming. Not so spooked in a world scared stupid, I'm more scared straight, still the world can seem like a creepy place. Take up pace to clean up the place. The world is a kitchen not a factory. Find alternate lingo, ways of thinking, of putting things so to speak. I remember saying to keep analogies organic. In these kinds of remembrances I'm keeping back on track. Not losing the story and the notions I had in all stages of my life experience. I always get to know myself better and tomorrow I feel like a different person. I shift the mood.
O.k. well party over I suppose. Glad I didn't get too wasted tonight. Going to work tomorrow. Glad to have stayed up past midnight at least!
