Already about 3 years of talking with a young man. When we first met, we tried to build a relationship, but nothing happened, somehow it was decided by ourselves, and we did not discuss this later.
Six months later, when my feelings for him did not pass, I told him about it. Much talked to each other, stopped talking for a while, but then again resumed communication. I think that this also contributes to the fact that we live in a hostel and see each other almost every day. And we communicate till now. I'm very tired of this, from the uncertainty, from the fact that I'm always waiting for something. I'm very much in love with him, and then he will embrace, then suddenly he decides that he wants to kiss me, he just wants me. And he does not say it out loud, just does it. We recently had sex. He has a relationship, he and the girl have a long time, and we continue to communicate, as if nothing had happened. But it does not suit me, I want us to finally talk, I want him to speak about us. I do not know how. I'm afraid of losing this friendship. He is dear to me. And for some of his actions, I can conclude that he is also not indifferent to him.
I can tell him something, he advise, help, etc. he is not a bad person. Is that something is missing in me that he will love me. I wanted to tell him: "You're worried about your girlfriend, about your ex-girlfriend, about what someone will think about when she sees, but she never quite thought that I think I feel. Explain yourself to me, too, tell me what's in your head, what thoughts, what feelings, because if you do not have anything, nothing like how we can communicate? "And ask him to think, let him not immediately say, because he is such, let there until the end of March, I do not know, but now it is very important for me.