Together with her husband of 5 years, married for 3 years, a child a year and 2 months. The child is desirable - and I, and the soul's husband in my daughter is not drinking tea. And with each other, relations seem to be bearable, the husband is caring, I try to be gentle and attentive. If not for one BUT: with a certain periodicity, I learn about his correspondence, communication, meetings with other women.
The first time I found out by accident: a text message came to his phone, which was at that time in my hands. It was before the wedding. He, of course, denied everything, invented fables, such as the wrong number and so on. After that, we parted, but enough for 2 weeks. I was drawn to him insanely, and he seemed to understand, but did not admit his mistake: he gave flowers, beautifully courted, very much asked to return. I forgave, but since then I do not trust, I regularly check the phone, and, apparently, not in vain. Constantly appear some women. I ask in the forehead - he denies everything, says that all these are mistakes and my inventions. I tried to go on the other side, maybe I'm not making something out in a relationship, the answer is: "You're an ideal wife, I love you and I do not need anyone else."
I think, maybe shy to say in person? In bed, everyone tried, the variety is regular, in the sex shop I have a club card already, at home, cosiness, cooked, I do not strain the child, i.e. daughter almost all the time with me, only when I go to the shower, I ask you to sit with her.
And the last correspondence was read the day before, where he and his colleague are discussing going to the movies, writing poetry to her, but I'm also a woman, I'm sorry, am I not worthy of poetry? I'm tired of crying and experiencing pain all the time, I want to be happy. But it's scary to go away too-sorry for a daughter who will grow up without a father.