The higher the number, the truer the words spoken within. Obviously, this isn't always true, but this is more than just a weak attempt at a joke on my part. There is some truth to it. People are repelled by the truest words that can be spoken.
Some are annoyed by this fact, but I feel it's as beautiful and necessary as flowers and their respective fragrances. There's really little reason for anything to be the way that it is, but it IS that way, and it naturally feels good and right to acknowledge what is true.
Now, take the inverse of what you tell yourself about yourself -- that's who you are as a being.
Now, try to imagine the most wonderful, blissful, completely orgasmic experience. You're natural state as non-being is infinitely greater.