Hello all of my streemit friends, wish you best of all. I am sharing my feeling with you of my busy life. It’s the such kinds of feeling, that everyone is not use to with this.
In midnight I talk with myself. I think, Who is happy in the world? Who is really happy?? I think again, what about me? Am I happy? How much happy I am? When I stand alone on the roof of my house at night then a lots of question nock my brain continuously. Maybe you will think me a mad after sharing all of this. But I think I will feel good a little bit after share .
I was agile in my childhood. I have passed my childhood with enjoy and enjoy. It was very enjoyable. Really miss this day. Anyway what I was telling. When I think no more I am a child, now I am an adult. I think now I have to give support my family. My father and mother will be very happy if I can give support them by mentally and financially. I also have younger brother and sister. I think to give them some gift in every occasion. How much happy they will be. When I think this , I feel tears under the eyes. But alas still now I am a loser. I can’t make smile to my family members. I can’t give gift to my younger’s.
From college life I was fighting with myself. In the last of month waiting for money. Waiting when father will come with my money. I was think how much sacrifice is he doing for me. How trouble he face for me. I thought how can he managing the money. Cause he was a farmer. Everyone know how much a farmer can earn. And how hard to bear my education cost. He had dream with his son. He thought one day I will success in life. He will feel proud of me. He had dream to me.
Now I can give him a little support. I can take something for my younger’s. I know it’s not enough. But day by day I am walking to my father’s dream.
It’s a long day I am away from my home. Missing my family members so much. I feel very happy when I stay with my family. For the job it’s not possible to go back to them.
Please everyone pray for me and my family.
No more today.
Please comment about you. I am interested to know about you .
REGARDS
ESAN RAY