Look on the anchor of ...
Before anyone knew it, a big anchor of his father was embedded in the camp. I can not find any hooks. The camp gives up and asks the foot of the foot on the floor.
What are you waiting for in there? Do you want my answer? "
There is no mother anchor in Jinyeong's heart. Each time one misses the shape, one draws differently. The countless number of turns, the anchor couldn't reach the floor.
" Where are you hanging? Are you happy? "
Jinyeong raises his head and looks in the mirror. Wipe the hair off the smiling face, slide it back, give it up, and smile.
The camp is happy. I tell Jeong-hee that it is best to cry when you are happy. Even after 10 years of living with Jinyeong, Jeong-hee shakes her head in disbelief.
" My brother expects too much from people, so it's a problem. What can they do for you? "
" I don't expect people to be easy. It was always a question of doubt. "
" No. My brother is blind. I'm expecting weird, hurt, and sick. "
" There are blind targets. But they were blind to me first. I can only believe them. I don't expect them and I think they're considerate. "
" What makes you so tired? You're looking forward to it, aren't you? "
" I don't think so. You can put the anchor back up, that's all. I can leave like that. I don't have the words to depend on. "
Jinyeong had a glass of soju in front of his house that was hard to pass. Even with a dark red face, his eyes were shining. He takes out a cigarette and puts it down again.
" I don't want you to think I'm all you know. I could be more shocking than you think. "
" It's been over 10 years since you were reported to me, Jin-Young-ah. You've been with the company for 15 years, from HR to administration. If you were my junior, you were beaten and wept many times already. Say what you want to say and don't live like that. "
" I'm not being honest, brother. I don't tell you because I know you won't like it when you hear it. I live in many ways. I remember my classmates and I think I am different from my family. I look different from my predecessor who lived in the army at work. When I look in the mirror when it is dim, I ask what the real face is. "
" Isn't it crazy to live like that? "
" I look like, there's one person who knows the real face. So I can hold on. There's one. Good for you, right? "
Jinyeong was one of the most afraid to enter a restaurant when he was young. Jinyeong's father ordered Jinyeong to go to the restaurant every time. The camp couldn't talk to anyone they didn't know. The father of Jinyeong hated that. He was really displeased with the cowardly and shy camp.
" What are you going to do when you grow up? Ask for more side dishes, too. Wake up, go to the kitchen, talk to her. "
The camp has many tears. I believe tears are the only thing that can weep all my life. He cries when he is overjoyed, cries when sad, and even when the person next to him cries. When he cries, raise his head up and cry loudly.
" Min-ji, don't cry. Tears don't solve anything. No one can help you. "
" You cry. You cry when you watch a movie. You cry, and you tell me why not to cry. "
" Why do you keep telling her to stop crying? " How stuffy it must be. Isn't it even sad? cry Min-ji. I cry like a pig. "
Touch the anchor of ...
Jinyeong first confessed at the age of nineteen.
" I've written down because I don't think I can say it. " They don't usually express any frank feelings about being rejected. I was scared, too. But I really wanted to read it today. I love you so much and I want to hold hands with you. ' You don't have to think I wrote it. "
" Do you have time to think? You're gon na take me home, right? I'll answer in front of the house. You like it? Can you wait for me that long? "
The camp lied to his father to meet the civil authorities. I said I wanted to study all night and go to a good university. I want to study in a reading room, not at home. " Again, the camp's head was pointing toward the foot.
' Are you going to live with me? Are you going to get married? You're not gon na see another girl, are you? When I eat with you, I think of my grandmother strangely. It's weird. "
Isn't she a woman? I'm a man. "
" That's why it's weird. I'm just crazy to know how her tear-eyed eyes look like my grandma. "
" Don't you think crying eyes are alike? Your eyes are not different, are they? "
The camp parted with the civil administration after two years. Jinyeong and Minjeong went to different areas for study. Jinyeong went to the movies alone. Speak proudly to the civil authorities " I am a single movie man, " she said. When the people laughed at the sound, the camp was sad. Loneliness popped in.
" Big sister, can't you meet your junior? Is that going to be a big deal? "
" Jin Young-ah, I am in fourth grade. I have to go to the practice sessions and get ready to work soon. I don't have enough time to prepare for the exam. I don't have confidence. "
The camp often quarreled with Seon-young. Seon-young was a novelty in the camp. Seon-young's speech, gesture, and even manners were always imitating.
" I think you make mistakes every day and someone has to hug you and cover you. "
" You're saying you're stupid, aren't you? "
" Look at this. You don't understand. It's cute. "
Seon-young did not come to school often before graduation. The camp did not enjoy drinking without Seon-young. I waited for Sun-young's call and got drunk. Seon-young searched for the drunk camp and fought. The camp also fought in the Sunyeong and the midday cafe.
" It won't be the same again, will it? "
" I guess so. "
The camp opened the letter after Seon-young left. Tears left like fingerprints on several letters. The camp cried again. I cried out, but I was not ashamed.
" Hey, you know what, it's easy for first graders to eat with us on the weekends? And Taeyeon asked me to bring you out. I think he likes you. It's 2:00 p.m. on Daehangno Street. "
" It's not the time for me to meet someone. I have to enlist in the army in 6 months, you stupid. "
" Does it all come apart when you join the army? You look good and hang on to write a letter for me, you stupid! "
The camp hated Taeyeon's presence. The camp thought love was when the heart was racing fast. My heart wouldn't beat. Taeyeon is the junior of Sun-young, who graduated. I hated it more. I had decided I had no reason to meet.
" You don't like me? Or are you not interested in girls? "
" No, I'm very interested. But you don't look like a woman. "
" I've seen a lot of people talk like you do. Call it a woman. "
" I'm real. It's a hassle. Honestly, you. Let me ask you a question. Why do you like me? "
" I don't know about that. So it's very stuffy and annoying. "
The camp went on a tour in winter. Every week, 4 or 5 letters were sent to my office. I jumped around and grabbed a flying letter not to miss a single letter. The camp cried as they cried with a tight rein.
" Let's split up. "
" I'm leaving you alone. I just need to keep going out with her alone. "
" We're breaking up. "
" Okay, make a good separation. See you tomorrow in a letter. Good night. "
Seeing her, camp thought, ' Is she marrying a woman like this? '
" Think about it. I sleep in this house every day and go to work. You go to work here and sometimes you sleep at my house.
" What do you mean? "
" It's a waste, isn't it? Rent is being paid by both owners and this is Gangnam and I live in Hongdae. Do you get a lot of money for taxi? "
" So I told you to go home and grow up. I told you dozens of times. "
" Let's live together. Let's save money in one house. I'm going to get married anyway. Right? "
Jinyeong visited Jeong's mother.
Cast the anchor of ...
Jinyoung hugged Jung-hee. Min-ji looked like Ji-yeong and then grew up after Jung-hee. Minji entered an elementary school. On her way home from school, Min-ji laughs.
What is your mom and dad called? I don't have my own grandmother? "
" Oh, I don't have any paternal grandmother. Instead I have an aunt and uncle. I have an uncle and an aunt. There are so many family. "
" Are you divorced? "
" Min-ji, divorce is not a shame on you. Mom and Dad could live together and get divorced. Mom and Dad kiss and hug every day to avoid it. "
" Mom is right. Dad and Grandma separated when Dad was 4 years younger than you. Now I heard that you are living with your father's first sister. Dad heard it from my aunt in Busan. "
" I drew my family at school and my dad and grandma took the liberty of drawing. Don't be too disappointed because I painted pretty. "
The camp got off the terrible highway and called his father.
" Father, it's Cheonan rest stop. I think I'll be there in about thirty minutes. It's not too tight. I'll have a quick lunch at the rest stop, so just take your lunch first. "
" You shouldn't have to rush, " she said. " And never drive in the first lane. No matter how careful you are, you can't avoid the crazy cars that come over from that lane. Move to the last lane. "
" I know. That's how I drive. See you later. "
Now more than 80 years old, Jinyeong's father shakes his leg. It is a symptom of the aftermath of traffic accidents. The camp still does not know that the settlement money it received from the father was in return for its college diploma.
" Let's go have a cigarette. "
" Artists shouldn't have to smoke, should they? What if I still can't give up smoking? Isn't he worried? "
" Hey, I was taught to smoke by your husband. Don't be a know-it-all and follow me. "
" Hu~Woo. I'll give you an envelope tomorrow morning. Get her mother. How long ago was it that you were sixty? "
" If she does, I'm sure she'll feel pressured. I'll tell you what. Put it in. "
" No, you son of a gun-I'm sorry. I'm sorry and thank you for being so nice to your less friendly son-in-law. Be sure to bring it with you when you display it later. "
" I'm ashamed. You are already 24 years married. I've never taken care of my husband's parents. Looking back on it. "
" You are going to be good to the future, especially to your mother-in-law. Do I usually do good to you when I listen to it? When I lived, I thought someone who had been loved would give it to me. You or I should live next to loved ones and live this much. "
Since elementary school, it was good for her to give her friends presents with knitted and wrapped clothes. Although he was afraid to speak to strangers, he felt more of an apology than an aversion. I was afraid that the strange restaurant owner would be bothered. The father of Jinyeong felt sorry for his son who could not write, wrap up, and speak quickly.
" Min-ji. Dad thought he was always alone. The world thought living alone was the answer. I didn't know. Did you ever grow up with lots of love from your grandfather and sister? I didn't know. My dad, grandpa and sister told Dad they loved him. They loved him so much and loved him. You envy me, don't you? "
The camp then dropped the anchor.