I understand you perfectly , many times I spend a lot of time making a drawing and it turns out that in the end I am dissatisfied to the point that I do not see it anymore and I abandon it forever or in rare occasions I started again until I was happy with the result, it is more work but I think that things should be done well and even more in a portrait of a person... your portrait is amazing, I do not know Mayela Raga but from what I see in your portrait is a very beautiful girl.
Amazing work!!!
RE: Charcoal Drawing - Portrait