I am thankful about the hot weather but the season is changing so that title on my blog would change to "Heck this weather is killing me" but right now I am enjoying my condition because at least I am not having such breathing difficulties.
I still believe that I have an extra water in my body in fact if I am newly dialyzed I feel so loose and at ease. The major contributing factor about my breathing difficulty was my backbone which shrunk and thereby effectively squeezing my lungs.
That is why I wanted or is preferring to lay down on my bed so that no further squeezing could make me feel so uncomfortable with my breathing issue.
I guess that the only solution was to make my vertebra to elongate and how do they do that or if it is possible I do not know but if it is possible that would incur a lot of danger or risks and a lot of money too.
It is also my goal to fix my mouth, at least the inside of my mouth where the bones beneath grew and is making me get a hard time eating plus it is hard to swallow too with my esophagus just went so low because my backbone collapsed.
My condition needs specially doctors so I am striving to earn as much as I can to fund my surgery or medical goals. I know they are a far-fetched goals but I think I am doing the right thing rather than accepting my fate.
Anyway I have the support of steem community but I also have to grow my SP so that if I was to get left off (because all things comes to an end) I will still be empowered and can support myself on my own. May God bless my pans and the steem community.