This is the 2nd painting I did in 2014, of my experience with William...me the Mermaid and him, as a possessed creature, we share a hand, and me holding up the shell to listen to hear God's direction for me in the situation. I think I missed the message.

They Let Him Out!!! He Is Home And I Am Still Here!!! OMFG!!! NO!!! I have to get gone as soon as possible!!!

I talked to one of my Spiritual Directors today and I realized that I knew in Berkeley, in 2014, when I melted down and started screaming at William in reaction to his constantly screaming at me- that should have been my cue to say - I cannot handle this, you need to find someone else to work with.

I am sad to say that William knocked on my door tonight and is now in his room.

This is the 5th painting - after The Fool Card - it's me as the dog, and William sitting at the side of the path trying to figure out which way to go.

William is still whacked - he's bringing me presents - art that he's painting. Just walking into my room and starting to talk. He brought me stuff he found on his way home, on the street. He has brought me a drawing done in chalk. Tonight.

He told me he's sure I stole the Clown Fish and took it to my boyfriend's house.
The Clown Fish died - it's mangled half rotten body was under the log in the Aquarium... I flushed it and I told William about it at the time.

He is still pretty crazy.

Other fish also died in the tank... the other angel is losing her scales and one of the Silver Dollars eye's is clouding over. I think the tank is pretty acidic. I pray to Archangel Uriel to take care of the fish.

You might be asking,

Why don't you take care of them???

I wish I could but I know nothing about fish tanks and I have zero money to invest in anything to do with the tank, and now William is back and I can't mess with his stuff without igniting full on fury. I just hope he doesn't bring Joe back over here. I have to light a fire under my ass and start working on getting out of here more vigorously. Plus with Sciatica constant sciatica... that's the main problem - the constant sciatica hurting me at every movement.

I thought I had more time. Holy Heck, Batman!

Previous Posts

1 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type
2 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-more
3 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/it-s-a-pain-in-the-ass-being-an-empath
4 https://steemit.com/mentalhealth/@in2itiveart/gravely-disabled-what-does-it-take-to-be-considered-gravely-disabled
5 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/huge-art-giveaway-inadvertant-christmas-giving
6 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/venting-re-the-manic-depressive-drunk-where-i-live
7 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/72-hours-vacation-or-hopefully-more-from-cray-cray-dude
8 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-in-the-hospital
9 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/it-s-a-miracle-sigil-for-wm-to-get-the-care-he-needs
10 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-i-had-to-file-2-orders-of-protection
11 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-now-i-am-really-afraid-for-my-life
12 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-the-shocking-reality-of-our-court-system
13 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-and-his-drunk-boyfriend-the-saga-continues
14 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-help-on-the-way
15 https://steemit.com/tribevibes/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-our-first-day-in-court
16 https://steemit.com/palnet/@in2itiveart/the-manic-depressive-type-is-coming-down

The Story Book Version

https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-the-true-story-of-2-people-who-needed-help-and-helped-each-other-chapter-1
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-the-true-story-of-2-people-who-needed-help-and-helped-each-other-chapter-2
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-3
https://steemit.com/art/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-4
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-5
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaidchapter-6
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaidchapter-7
https://steemit.com/tribesteemup/@in2itiveart/the-yeti-and-the-mermaid-chapter-8